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Looks Like Hannibal Lecter, Sounds Like Darth Vader

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About a month and a half ago, I was getting ready to go to sleep in a strange place with a bunch of strangers watching me. One of them had me try on this funny mask that pumps air into my nose. It was a sleep study, and the mask was connected to a continuous positive airway pressure (CPAP) machine. It had a piece over my face that I breathed through, and strapped around the back of my head so I could ensure it stayed on during my sleep. I asked if I looked like Hannibal Lecter; the technician said most people sound like Darth Vader with the CPAP machine on.

After the sleep study, I waited a few weeks before getting the results, and found out what I (and my doctors) suspected all along: I have obstructive sleep apnea. I stopped breathing while I was asleep. It explained a lot: my lack of energy, my cravings for calorie-rich foods, and my anxiety peaking after nights of poor sleep.

Fast forward to this past weekend, and now I have my very own CPAP machine to help keep me able to breathe while I'm asleep. Unlike chilling in a strange hospital bed 'practicing' with the CPAp machine there, using it while sleeping at home had a new set of challenges: claustrophobia while wearing the mask, the new ambient noise keeping me awake, and simply not thinking about the darn thing strapped to my face. The claustrophobia is a big one, especially if you use a full face mask instead of just a nose mask.

It's still a challenge, but when I'm able to stay asleep with it on, my days really are better. I wake up feeling more refreshed, less panicked and tired. Getting to a point where I'm used to wearing the CPAP mask while sleeping took some practice and work. With a collection of tips and tricks from my doctor's office, my medical supplier, a friend in the same condition, and the magic and wonder of the Internet, this is what I've foun d works best for me:

Hopefully these tips will help you if you're using a CPAP machine for the first time. Having a good, healthy night of sleep is way worth the effort of using the machine. More good (and weird?) dreams, better mood the following day, and lots more energy.

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